It's been so long.
And I thought I could just let it go.
Almost forget that you aren't here anymore.
But it's impossible.
Because I can still feel you.
You're the chills I get when I listen to certain songs.
You're the birds flying outside my window.
You're the grass, The air, and everything on our Earth.
So I can't forget about you.
But I forgot your smile.
The tone of your voice.
I'm sorry I haven't been to your resting place since you left.
I've been too scared to break down in front of you.
But you're still that girl who hated dresses but wore one to my birthday.
The girl who watched me fall in the mud.
One of the coolest friends I've known.
I know one day I'll see you again.
But that's many years down the line.
And I don't know if you can read this.
Because I don't know what happens in the end.
But I have one final response to one of the final things your mother told me.
I love you too.
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